one more day and its new year eve. i went off early from work.. when i reached home i asked my hausmates to go swim with me, and good thing they agree.. haha., it was fun though but tiring haha.. they ddnt even wash after we swim except for me. we went back home and took a bus while they were all wet.haha

for all that we were waiting for.. shippuden at manga is avail now. Naruto is back.

and his power is amazing.. COOL!!

another sad songs..

today nothing much, jst sleepy the whole day as expected. work the whole day.. then go back..

jst chat again with my blogmates..

and i remember some songs.. that really affects me.. lol


hope u will like it,

Break up survival Kit.. (F.Y.I)

break-up survival kit
December 28, 2008 by Yang

Break-up Survival Guide

Unfortunately, sometimes relationships end. When they do, the breakup
can cause much pain to either or both partners for a significant length
of time. If you are someone who has recently ended a relationship or if
you know someone who has, this week’s newsletter will help you or them
deal with the pain of a breakup.

The following is a list of suggestions for people ending a long-term relationship:

Remember that you…

* will feel pain

* have survived this type of pain before and will this time as well

* will feel lonely

* have survived feeling lonely before and will again

* are ok and lovable

Accept that…

* the relationship is over

* your ex partner has both good and bad qualities; do not idealize or
discount him/her

Focus on your…

* self

* personal growth

* self care

Complete with your…

* self

* your ex

Own…

* the magnificence of who you are

* your part in the relationship break up

Give yourself time to…

* grieve

* be alone

* recover

Make sure that you…

* get touch, from friends or a body therapist

* have someone to come home to sometimes, such a relative or a friend

Reinvent your…

* community

* self

* future

* dreams

The following is a list of suggestions for people ending a short-term relationship:

Realize that…

* the pain you feel is not about your ex partner, but about your past

* if you start healing your past the pain will subside

* holding on to anger at an ex partner will keep you attached and in pain

Complete with…

* your ex partner

* all of your ex partners

* your parents

Give yourself the…

* room to grieve

* room to grow

Build for yourself a…

* community

* self esteem

* a life that you love

Whether you are ending a long term or a short term relationship…

* don’t look for a new relationship until you are done grieving

* trust that when ready you will attract the right partner

* welcome the pain as an opportunity to evolve

It’s through self evolution that you will be able to create a great relationship you dream of.


excerpt from mykel don blog..



yang'yang

blogger's , blogging my night life

as usual i still lack sleep.(it was quite fun though, i met new friends online,. coz of Will from Taipei, he invited me to their chatgroup.. and all of them are bloggers.. i met roy frm tampines, yanny, eric and julius from Malaysia..) i slept around 4am then wake up at 7:30 am.. i feel sick.. and so weak.. i felt like not to come to work.. but then i still prepare to go to work.. then i just keep txting the whole day.. I love texting haha.. after eating supper. my hausmate brought some cakes.. and good thing he brough strawberry roll which is my favorite. (try to put a pic of it. haha). then i blog and chat again with will and friends. lol and was able to chat with my old friend from Manila. Mikiel.



-- looking in
I notice.. nowadays.. i always stay up late. till 4 am.. just by chatting with my blog mates or blogging.. its seem odd.though i know I'll be having a hard time to wake up the next morning.. but somehow. i realize my life revolves on it.. it gives me happiness and a bit fulfillment , to know new people, to converse and exchange thoughts and opinion, sometimes we argue on certain topic, or we make fun of each other. it builds up friendship and bonds.. summing it all up, this amount of time, I am spending fills up the emptiness inside.. longing for my friends. cousin and family way back home.. Its hard to be alone in a foreign land., different culture, races, beliefs.. and this blogging thing helps me to reach out and accept and to understand by other people who is completely stranger to me..

there are some racist, ignorant, or will treat you as their enemy but there are some will accept you.. and treat you as a long time friend. and now.. I am thinking of ways, how can i add more into this blog.. to be more interesting..

LOL!!

Happy Holidays..



Gudmornning


yang'yang

Dec 27th, sneaking out.. LOL

Im so sleepy today.. I slept 3 plus in the morning, then woke up 7'30 to prepare to go to work.. We had a meeting at 9pm, good thing im not late. lol.. what i do the whole day is txt while working haha... im chatting with Roy mah new found friend. he lives in Hougang.. haha.. He is so outgoing.. he goes everywhere,. doesnt want to be stuck at home.. lol.. I was surpise when he sms me and told me, he will go find me at my workplace.. lol.. aniwei.. i sneak out from 5 pm to 6pm to meet him.. we jst had a little chit chat. and he's so talkative and funny.. He even wants him to be my hostage.. blah blah blah... lol.. jst worked till 9pm so tiring, cant wait for the New Year.. :)


yang'yang

26th of December Oh Will. So sad.. Cheer up!!

this post is dedicated to Will. my online friend here in blogspot. its been 2 or 3 days I havent blog, so I have no idea what's goin on. not until this afternoon..
I'm sorry from what happen, i know ur deeply in pain now. more painful from ur operation. seeing the most special person in your life having an affair with someone.. in your own house.. that so cruel.. I cant imagine how did u react, given that ur so weak because your sick., cant help yourself but to cry.. and he even hurt you physically after the emotional trauma.. but dont lose hope. though the healing process might take awhile. were always here for you. ur family, friends and online friends.

"there will always be a rainbow after the rain and you can make it through."

a song of courage...




be strong.. Will
a song of moving on..

Christmas day..

nothing much for today, since I am still working.. even if everyone is having their own errands,, haizzz.. this company is really getting on my nerves.. lolz.. Pls give me a new job.. its a sleepy day.. i just sleep during my breaks.. haha.. at the same time. I was able to greet my auntie and grandma from London.. and my sister from France.. but i don't have load anymore.. $20 dollars is gone, haha.. so fast.. and I wasnt able to call my friends back from Manila.. aniwei. I go off from work at exactly 9pm.. then since there was a road block in Orchard, me and my colleagues decided to walk from Tanglin to Orchard.. then i took a photo of how Orchard looks like.




it was so crowded. haha.. but dunno if u notice it.. then i went home. alighting to

Christmas far away from home..

its Dec 24th,so sad. i still need to go to work. from 9:30 to 9pm.. we have a Christmas party at home with my housemates, and I have not wrapped my gifts yet.. so when i reached home. i go directly to my room. and wrapped all the gifts.. good thing i made the wrapper already, so what i need to do is to put my gifts inside and sealed it. haha!! then i put it on the table. where the other gifts is.



im so full, i ate a lot.. we have shrimp, fried chicken, and some more Filipino dishes.. , after eating we do some game, like guessing games.. wherein there will be 2 groups, each groups will have representative. wherein there will be a paper on their forehead. and there is a word written on it that they need to guess.. the represntative will give some categories like is it a person. a place. a thing etc. then his/her groupmates will jst answer yes or no.. its time pressure though for 2 minutes only.. it was so fun.. LMAO.. then after the game we had our exchange gifts.. and i got this cute stuff toy..




then we decided to watch a movie.. The Hitcher.. so annoying movie lol.


then i sleep...


Merry Christmas everyone. Happy Holidays..though its my first Christmas, that im far away from home.. I'm still happy since my friends are still with me.. but i really miss back home..

Happy bday, Insan December 22

(at Poquito Mas)

its my cousin's bday.. Ailin, she is one of my closest cousin,. sadly i cant make it on her bday party, we were txting each other 12 mn, and OMG!! her bday will be held at Vivere.. one of my favorite hotel, with their breath taking penthouse. (most romantic place ever haha!!)






I woke up 7:30 am.. then worked from 9:30 am to 9pm.. as usual full shift.. ( I hate it).. then while on the way home, i sms my hausmate linnet, I asked if she's at home and if she wants to go jogging. and she immediately replied that she's at home. and she wants to jog also. when i arrive home. i was thinking that she's already prepared. but apparently she still having shower,, grrrr.. I shouted and said. what time it is,and she keeps on telling she's almost done. but it took her like 30 mins. before we left the house. we jog from our house to Bishan active, then to juntion 8, all the way going back to Bishan sports complex.. then go back.. were both tired and sweating.. hahaiz..


tired nw.. night night


yang'yang

Me, myself and I

excerpt from and inspired by willy..

Name: Yang
Birthplace: Manila, Philippines
Current Location: Bishan New town, Singapore
Eye Color: Black
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'7
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right handed
The Shoes You Wore Today: Converse
Your Weakness: Over-expectation
Your Fears: snakes
Your Perfect Pizza: 4 season, lot of cheese mushroom, and shrimp..
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Got a new Job and continue healthy living
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL, hehe
Thoughts First Waking Up: im late.. lol
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes, shoulder
Your Bedtime: when i feel like it, to sleep in the afternoon
Your Most Missed Memory: my family and friends.
Pepsi or Coke: coca - cola
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: ChocolateVanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: Nope
Do you Swear: If im telling the truth
Do you Sing: All the time. that's my life
Do you Shower Daily: yes, sometimes twice a day
Have you Been in Love: Yes..
Do you want to go to College: yes, i want to go back, but im done already. haha
Do you want to get Married: yes someday..
Do you believe in yourself: Yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: ermm, yeah..
Are you a Health Freak: yeah, im now more conscious,
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: no..
Do you play an Instrument: Yes. when i was in primary
Ever been Drunk: Yes, laugh syndrome
Ever been called a Tease: Yup..
Ever been Beaten up: dont think so..
Ever Shoplifted: No..
How do you want to Die: not so painful..jst like im sleeping
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: some1 people may look up to.
What country would you most like to Visit: Europe, my sister house in France. mY auntie's place in London.

city lights

its been awhile.. been lazy and busy for the past days.. but im on track again.. lol..
its been a days of loneliness and finding myself..
just wanna say Thank you to Steve and Aaron Lee.. for all the wonderful thoughts and cheering me up during this times of loneliness.. Hope i can repay u someday..

~@~@~@~
December 18, 2008 Thursday
i worked from 9:30 am to 9pm so tiring.. went to swensen's orchard to have supper wid ash and boy.. off course i ate my fave
SALMON AND BAKED RICE


BANANA SPLIT



after we decided to go to mustafa to browse and buy some stuff. go back around 1am.. sleepy.., haaaiizzz

~@~@~@~
December 19, 2008 Friday
woke up 8am, we have a training at 9am. I'm ten minutes late.. lol..good thing the trainer is late too. haha.. it jst took an hour. then i slack till 11:30.
went to taka. meet my good friend Ash.. we had lunch and accompny him to buy new shoes from pedro.. then go back afterwrd.. sleep the whole afternoon.then took a shower. and went to cine at orchard.. while waiting for my friends at the entrance. i saw apple guy with his girlfriend. we jst talked for awhile.. then went to Mcdonald's and surf the net.. 2am went to raymond place at merpati rd.. then 3plus i go back..
~@~@~@~
December 20, 2009
I sleep the whole day.. i woke up around 3am.. then jst chat.. and watch naruto shippuden.. then 6pm was chatting wid mitford my new good friend. he's from china..
then at 7:30 to 9pm i swim.. love the water so much.. and good exercise too. then i go back and eat.. then prepare.. will go clubbing tonight wid mitford.. we dance all night. its so crowded and so hot.. waaahhh we go back around 3am as we agreed before.. coz i have work the nxt day so cant stay till morning..

~@~@~@~
i woke up 10am.. coz il be working at 12nn.. till 9pm. then my colleague lyn decided to go to plaza singapura to find eva. ( my fave sparkling juice) haha but unfortunately. they dnt carry it anymore. f*ck.. that's so nice. why they removed it idiot. haha

Dec 16 Tuesday..

good improvement for the pass days. havent got any late. cross my finger. haha
today nothing much, jst work and work, very tiring.. haaiizzz.. when i go back, i forgot that it was my hausmate bday.



Rowena.. or we call her nang.. good thing im always prepared when it comes to present. though i forgot bout it, haha.. (peace!!)

I had a great dinner, i ate with archie and ella.. we have some filipino dishes and cake from breadtalk.. so yummy.. haha im so full..

great evening..



'yang'yang

Almost...

I'm ALMOST late again.. coz i woke up late. i slept around 2 am last night.. haha.. i set up my alarmed around 7am. but i jst turn it off once it buzz...(as i always do)lol

aniwei.. its like 5mins to 9:30 when i reached Orchard. so i have no choice, so i took cab to go to my workplace. good thing i reached there on time. (coz i have 4 lates already, if il reached the 5th one, there is a punishement.) so darn sigh..

I was so busy the whole day, since i was at the other shop for 3 days.. so i need to catch up..

there's no really special happen, jst a normal day lol.

now on my bed.. chatting wid my sister from France and friend toffee.. while doing this blog. lol.



my sister and my nephew Ezekiel.

and txting my lil bro from Philippines


have a great evening..

soon will watch heroes season 3.. episode 10 and 11

addicted

I only have 2 hours of sleep. i was addicted of playing monopoly online, i always lose though. haha



I sleep around 6 am in the morning and wake up at 8am. haha so drop dead.. haha. im so lazy and sleepy at work the whole day..

Good thing my colleague jessie brought food for us. haha then she informed me on the next building. there a grand sale of perfume. so i rushed there and browse.. then
after all the browsing. i decided to buy massimo absolute for only $15 bucks HAHAHA!!so cheap..

then after work. i go straight home.. so damn tired.. but i still managed to read shippuden at manga. haha my favorite!!




gudevening

Dec 13 '08 value of life

goodmorning..

its already 2 am in the morning im still awake haha!. jst finished reading some blogs.. and thre's one from Seung Ri..after reading it, i felt sad, after knowing that his brother passed away.. and he still on the process of moving on..
i jst send him a comment on his friendster, to cheer him up.

i miss my mom. everything jst flashed back.. when i lost my mom too..

Im so depressed that time. and I felt that there will be no brighter future since my beloved mom is gone. but now though she's not here physically. i know she's always guiding me as well with my siblings..


Thank God for all the blessings..

Looking in

I dont know if i did the right thing or not, though i know somehow i regret it, but what I've thinking that lord has a better plans for me.What if it will just make my life miserable, at least i was able to prevent it. If we are really meant for each other, time would let us meet again. There are things in life that we have no control of it,no matter how we try, all we can do is to learn how to accept. There are more beautiful things that we have to look up into, and to realize that we are so much blessed, it just happen that sometimes we are blinded of what we want to have in our life, we only see what we wanted to see.

I do thank God above for letting me realize that life is full of happiness and hopes. Dont let negative things put you down, be firm i know that there are a lot of good things awaits for me, it not might be sooner but not that late, just the very right time to have it. :)

december 4, wednesday

its clubbing time..

its my first time to do clubbing with my colleague.. after work
we went to st James.. forgot the name of the club though..lol

at first their only few people. and i thought,, this is it.. haha
then as time passed by, the place is getting crowded, we drink breezer,, like it, not that so alcoholic.then after awhile we dance all night haha.. even my friend Irene, went up to the small platform and dance,, haha..

were all sweating co'z cant feel the aircon anymore co'z of the crowd.



this is one of the picture though,. only got 1 coz it was taken on my phone, they havent uploaded the pix from the cam., from left to right, - John, linette, me ruchie and tintin but she was cut lol,

we go back around 2 plus already..


thnx to eunice and to her sister,,

i really had a great time..